We have reached an all-time new low.
I’d like to be on this more often but I’ve been busy.
I’m seriously thinking about starting a fighting MMA fighting career. I’m probably gonna leave it at 2 Amateur fights though.
I still need to get my weight down to 170. It sucks that something has always been coming up and I’ve been making excuses. Moreover, I need to start working out in the mornings. This is the only way to get fit. Sucks. But I’m going to have to do it.
Everyone has been getting great jobs and graduating. I’m honestly jealous of everyone else’s success/next step. I really need to get into that Master’s program.
Studying. Training. Weight Loss. Making Money.
Ever since I realized everything was about MONEY. I lost everything.
I need to get on with life.
It’s so weird that everything is coming back together. Biology-wise. I definitely failed the diagnosis test of how well I could do. I study and I highlight for one day and everything comes back!!! It’s great because it’s a multiple choice test. It’s also terrible it’s a multiple choice test.
Easy recognition is definitely a plus. Funny how that works.
My World Champ cousin offered me something. It’s always been there but trying to save it for last.
If I don’t get into the Master’s program for teaching. Then I’m going to move out West to live and work and start my life.
I honestly do think teaching science is my calling.
It’s good to have a back up plan though.
Patience.
I hear this all the time and people always wonder if I am actually with some one. The Nice Guy thing isn’t for me anyway. Yes I am with THE one.
Most folks are bummed to find out I’ve been with her for the last 5 years.
Jokes on you lil nigga.
Have a great day!
The path is becoming clear. I can see everything. It’s important to take the steps not a second too soon, not a second too late.
However, I know now that when things get going good. The demons intensify their efforts to stop you. If you give up, they win. I’m glad I was taught this again because I realize that I have been giving up too early when it was unnecessary.
My focus will no longer be disturbed. I know it will be a Long road of HARD WORK and discipline ahead. I will have to work harder than I ever have before.
I’m almost done digging your grave too. I will know where you lie and I’ll never have to see or feel you again. Just a little more to go…
wasn’t was easy as i expected. I had a dream about you again. I guess it is really this difficult when something inside me can’t let you go quite yet. It’s time to dig even deeper now. This is just something I need to bury deep within my heart so it my never breathe life again. I should have never let this happen in the first place.
Why am I feeling this way? We were nothing. We were something complicated and in-between what no one can explain. It was a “maybe”. And yet I still feel something for you. And now you can’t go back because you are pure and cleansed now. Some things are better left unsaid. And it’s going to stay that way forever. It shall be lost and forgotten. It’s too bad distance didn’t make it so. Maybe another life time?
Goodbye. You were better off without me in the first place. Sorry for the trouble. Wish I could let you know.
To start off this YEAR right. But God knows I’m a slow starter. Once I gain momentum. I don’t stop. nah mean?
Hopefully Alabama wins the National Championship. Also, I hope I get studying some time soon.
Competition might start for me sooner than I think. Cutting weight will suck but I think I need this back in my life. I’m only 24 for crying out loud.
Hope tomorrow’s results for my left knee will provide some closure. I want to drown myself in my training as well as my studies.
God, may Your Will be done.
No not World of Warcraft. Party Rock shuffled all night long!
Can’t wait to get a new football so I can perfect my throwing form. But I seriously gotta get studying.
You can never have too many socks.
Hopefully I can get this airplane ticket and time in the summer to see little child of Gabe and Demi!
